...a piece of broken glass... ([info]digital_frrreak) wrote,
@ 2008-05-02 01:02:00
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Coincidences
Oh GIL... what have I done to deserve all this?

Today I've had another awesome GIL day... talked to her on MSN about some rather important and deep matters concerning our friends, which obviously mirrored our own points of view and then some considerations on life.. and then we agreed to do another bike ride together, with photo outing on top of that! At last! I think it's the first time since she got her camera that we've gone on a photo outing together. If this isn't a step forward, I don't know what it is.
Then, when I was just about to get home, she texted me asking if I wanted to go out for dinner with her and two other friends, so back over there I got... we had an enjoyable dinner right up to the point where she started talking about her ex (but it's those friends' fault) and then it got a little sad and depressing, for her, but for me too. Thank goodness they changed subject when some other friends popped up by chance at the very same restaurant, after which we talked a bit more about the whole situation about our other friends (re: MSN convo) and left. We went again to the fun fair and I felt her rather close at times - I mean, mentally - which was again very nice. At some point I went to shoot with a BB rifle and got the bull's eye each time, at which she kinda marveled (wooh hoo, points for me!). When I had to choose the prize for my results I asked her to help me pick something so she pointed at an orange cat... spot on! I still don't know if she picked that one because she likes orange or because she knows I do, either way it fit perfectly. I managed to convince her to shoot too (she's good at it - I remembered from last year), and when it was time for her to pick the prize she, in turn, asked me to chose between two small stuffed animals, and then I played once more because we sooo had to get the other one so we would have the two matching animals. So sweet, aha.
Eventually the thing closed down so we moved to our usual bar... fast forward a little bit and somehow she got something on her mind and became silent and broody. She left after a while but... thank goodness she did! About half an hour later that fucking ex of hers went in, which would have killed her if she was still there.
I don't know... it seems like she likes to be tortured (I know I know, me too), and that DOB (female counterpart of SOB) likes to keep her hanging. I don't know if the DOB has got any by-ends at this point, but something just doesn't sound quite right, and I am so very afraid the GIL will fall again... The DOB has hardly been around since the day she dropped the GIL, some year and a half ago, and now all of a sudden she pops up again at the very place she knows she goes to three times in a row? I say fishy. Fish fish fishy.

Still, why the hell each time things start to be fine again between us, something - or someone - feels the need to wreack havoc? Gosh...



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(Anonymous)
2008-05-02 11:58 pm UTC (link)
I could say something new wavey in the line of "the harder the road, the bigger the succes is at the arrival", but here's one that I believe to be better.
You can't predict what the outcome will be, all the more reason to appreciate that moments that did happen, as I'm sure you do ;-)

© from ITP

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